Mint

2006-03-13T03:08:00.000-08:00

Oh.... I see..... Spider web growing everywhere le...wahahah.... think 2mths since i blog le... everyday bz working... Recently got my confirmation letter from boss, and, INCREMENT!! haha... though not really alot, but very very glad that i'm appreciated for what i've done...
The best thing about work is the people who makes up the environment... ahhahha.... non other then my fellow bitchy collegues!! wahaha...everyday is a day of fun and laughter... we rush our work together, go to lunch together, share our joy and sadness together, snack together, most importantly, look out for each others back together (for thise who understand the meaning, u'll know this is very important!!).. Other collegues are fine, accept for those 1 or 2 who likes to find fault with us... but who cares!! haha... its our world!!

Yesterday got high fever till 38 degree, a super difficult night to go through... amazingly, i was ok in the morning -_-" sian... so went to work... but my voice was like cannot make it, audrey (collegue 1) thought she was talking to a guy... so went to see doc during lunch with eileen (collegue 2).. she gotten herself diarrhea...in the end, we both got 1 day mc, but work half day liao... so loo gi hor... walau.... doc said i got throst infection and gave me 5 different med, 3 of them are for throat.. so u can imagine how serious is my throat...

Now waiting for darling to come for dinner.. he went to bt timah for run... hee~~ recently he had a show, @ suntec city, for the army... 2 days, and i went for both days... Heee~~~ to support him mar!! really like his attitude when he is perfoming th stunt... i'm sure he'll look even more charming when he is sparring!! Ahhh~~~ hahah.... like he is my idol like that.... oh... luo zhi xiang come alive!!! hahaha.... his bday coming... got him a surprise... his present is in 2 parts.. so dear, u got to wait ar *wicked laughter*+*Evil grin* wahahaha.....

OK... time for dinner!! waiting for u to eat ar... better come faster... mummy and daddy waiting ar!! BAby hungry too!!

2006-01-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

Had a busy week.. Greastest satisfaction from work is that i received an Appreciation Card from my boss!! Wahaha.. So happy lei... at least know that he see the effort that i put into work.. more things learnt this week, so, more things to do.. but its good also.. time pass fast... a blink of eye and its lunch time, another blink of time is knock off le..

Read this from my cousin's blog saying that the time that are given to us are precious and special.. sometimes, we'll be thinking why are we so bz, y can't i just take a break and have lesser things to do?? and sometimes when we really have nothing to do, we'll be thinking, how i hope that the time can pass faster so that i can go home faster.. how i hope that i got some things to do now.. haha... when i read this, i just feel like i am the person... he says in the blog that we should enjoy enjoy every moment of the time that is given to us, be it happy or unhappy, bz or not bz.. as these times are special individually.. live the time that u have to the fullest and u'll be happy..
Attended a conference on thurs. My boss gave a speech. There's this point which i really like.. "Work to the best of your ability every day, and u'll have a good day. When u have a good day, u'll have a good week. When u ahve a good week, u'll have a good month. When u have a good month, u'll have a good year. When u have a good year, u'll have a good life! After minusing all the time for sleeping, relaxing, day-dreaming, getting ready for the day, we only have about 1500hrs of work every Year. This is equal to 5 working hrs per day.. Its ONLY 5 hrs! Why nit work to the best of your ability and concentrate on what u are doing and u'll be able to do well for the day!" I feel that this point is really motivating to me... What abt u? Hope that u'll be motivated as well.. and will not have Monday blues =)

Receive a bomb from lokz this morning!! walau... damn bombing lor.. hahah...anyway, not convenient to say it out.. but i'm still recovering from the shock... haha... Yesterday night darling book out le.. went to glenna's singing comp together with dear... she sings really well that night. eventhough some things crop up, but she din sound like she is nervous... haha.. Gal, you can go for the nest superstar liao... sure can make it de.. I'll Support U!!!HeeHee~~
Silly dear wake up so early today to come to my house to fetch me to work den he go home... so silly ar... could have sleep more lar u... he came to meet me for lunch also.. of course dinner also with him~~ haha... but I LOVE IT... feel so good that after a tiring and taxing day in the office, able to see darlung after work to comfort me and 'teng' me.. Love you darling.. Want to let u know that i reallr appreciate what u have done for me dear.. though i will be lazy and ask u to this and that for me, but u never complain one... if i'm u, i'll complain untill dunno where liao... hahah... Love u Lar...

MM.... 2am in the morning liao... tml got to wake up early also.. sleep liaoz...night..

2006-01-16T04:25:00.000-08:00

got scared

2006-01-16T04:24:00.000-08:00

all

2006-01-12T00:54:00.000-08:00

mmm... still in the office now.. not in pain le... bought some pills during lunch.. but the ofice is still very very cold... seems like winter time to me now... 1 more hr to knock off... tml is going to be the same again.... i'm still alone... but luckily meeting shirs at 6... so its still fine... at least feel better lor...

dear having grading for his CCI today... eversince he went into this, have been having so so many injuries... so poor thing.. everytime see him in pain, i'll heart pain de... but can't do anything.. mm....only can help him apply med, massage for him only... poor boy... had some disagreements with dear this week, but manage to talk it out.. and things are fine... was abit piss off with him initially, but tot that he is inside, he must be feeling 'unsafe' that i'm outside, and will worry for me... silly boy... but things are ok now... love him even more when i'm working... at least will think more for him.. dunno how is he's grading now.. hope can see him later... miss him so much...

this job is getting more demanding le.. actually its simple stuffs lar... but when there's too many simple stuffs, it becomes complicated...and i'm so sotong one... so its going to take me awhile to get really familiar with the things i'm doing... so, think better enjoy these 2 days first...

so happy tml will be meeting the gals for dinner... dear is coming with us also... yipppy~~~ looking forward it weekend!!!

2006-01-11T20:25:00.000-08:00

Feeling very painful now.. its the time of the month... and i'm alone in the office... argh~~ what to do??? Feeling very difficult now ar.... hope got a bed for me to lie down... and the office is damn cold lor... haizz.... want to go home...

2006-01-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

Woo... Have been working for 2 days le... Quite happy that now working.. Have to things to do lor... Ahahha... Actually went for the interview only on wedm, den the boss offer me the job and ask me to work the next day..So very the happy... Met my mum for lunch in the afternoon.. Wooo... She bought me lots and lots of clothes!! Hhahaha.. She also happy for me that i found a job mar.. Dear bought me a bag for me to bring to office!!

I realise that in times when i'm busy and cannot be there for dear whenever he need me, i'll miss him even more... though busy in my work, but my mind will be thinking of him.. wonder how is he... espeacially when he calls me but i cannot ans the phone.. busy-ness doesn't bring us apart, it only bring ur closer...

These few weeks have been having this feeling that i want to be with my family whenever possible.. Will miss my mum and will call her when i'm not at home... this is something i will not do in the past.. but now is different lei... will feel close to my family more and want to spend more time with them...

Quess we all have different thinking at different age.. During teenage times, i won't want to go home.... i want to go out with my friends and be rebellious.. but now is the opposite... Family is still the best =)

In this new year, i want to be better in organising my time... for dear and for family and friends... i want to earn and save more money for my future with dear...

I have more to learn in the coming year...

2006-01-03T01:49:00.001-08:00

Just feel like bloggin.... just now the gal from the company msg me to remind me to go for interview tml.. mm... think its funny lei...coz its like i tot that we are suppose to remember the interview.. heeehee~~ anyway, its nice of her.. so anxious abt it.. dunno how will it turn out.. hope will get the job..

Today is the first day of school for my sis, and she got send back home after 2 hrs. The reason, she dyed her hair.. Haha... good for her.. told her not to liao during the holidays... but than, her DM is really idiotic also .. Said she never cut her finger nails when it ia already so damn short... my goodness... So, help my sis and mum dyed hair just now, and went markting for dinner..

Dear is in again... he hurt his elbow and wrist ar... so poor thing... always worrying for him... but this is small case only ar... think there's more to come... Dear, dun Worry, I'll massage for you ya.. Haha.. thats what he's always waiting for when he book out...

Mmm.. Will be meeting jie yee tonight... long time never meet her le... misss her, miss lokz.... heheheheheheheh.......

2006-01-03T01:49:00.000-08:00

My phone

2005-12-31T09:35:00.000-08:00

Woohoohoo.. Happy New Year!!

So happy!! Yesterday the company called to ask me down for a second interview.. wahaha... hope can get the job. .

Went shopping with darling dear today.. Walau, we sure can shop sia... initially tot that today no place to go, but in the end we shop untill 9plus sia... hahaha... bought formal clothes for my 'formal' interview on wed.. coz i'm really really lacking in formal clothing~~~ haha... den dear bought some of his training stuffs..heehee~~ He happy, i also Very Happy ar.... muahaha...

Had our count down at my home... though its nth special, but i love it... this year is the most tiring count down in my life sia... coz eugene recently got into Close Combat thingy, so he taught me how to Close Combat... walau.. damn tired lei.. haha... When its 12am, we went to the kitchen window and shouted Happy New Year so loud that the echo last for so long sia.... Hahahaha.... We are CRAZY~~~

We are always so crazy.......... Crazy......... Crazy........... Crazy.......... Crazy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wahahahahhaha~~~~~~~ Siao liao...

2005-12-27T23:43:00.000-08:00

Relatives went back on last sunday.. Peace at last.. Haha.. but it was fun going out with them, bringing them ard singapore.. went to pasir ris park on sat.. dear came along with us too... glad that he can get along with my family well.. Hee~~~ guess my lil cousin likes him the most...

Looking back into this year,pple came in and get out of my life.. pple come and go every year. who is the final one who will acc me to the end of my life? Guess i got the ans *grin*. You cannot leave me alone in this world first without my permission k.. You cannot leave me alone k.. =)

Frens come and go.. some will stay there no matter what happens. some go coz of shallow relationships. I'm glad that i found my beloved frens in sec sch. they never leave me alone.

Went to several interviews le lei... but still waiting for results... muahaha... anyway, still looking for jobs.. but can't get my ideal one untill Eugene opens his own shop!! haha... dear, you noe what i mean ya... haha~~ today is his night out. but dunno what time meet him lei, coz his time not confirm de... but will wait for him to call me... love you darling and baby misses you so much.. *kisses & kissis*

2005-12-23T23:34:00.000-08:00

Cousins with the smelly rhino -_-"

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With cousins in esplanade

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With the cousins outside esplanade

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Mama and the butterfly

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Mother and daughters

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Them at the zoo.. i'm taking photo

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lil cutie pie

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Me and cousins with the taka x'mas tree

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me and cousins

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Sisters

2005-12-21T19:17:00.000-08:00

Met Lokz for lunch yesterday.. it feels great to have a relaxing lunch with her.. the few previous time we met, also for awhile only.. so din talk much.. haha... last time i still tot that we have been drifting apart.. gan qing not so good le.. but silly me lar.. i'm wrong... we are still the same.. went to buy eugene x'mas present after lunch with her.. haha... she walk her and there with me just to look for 1 thing... finally buy liaoz.... and i made the card myself wor... hope he will like it leh...

My aunt are preparing food now.. wow... today is feasting day, coz its the winter solace... have to eat tang yuan... ok lah..have to go make tang yuan liaoz...
bye.,...

2005-12-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

This week went for 2 interviews le.. 1 of it is office hrs but the other is shift work.. still waiting to be short listed.. Malaysia relatives came.. bz going out with them.. went to zoo today.. saw so many things more den the previous time man...

Here's one of the funny incident:
There is this flying fox (looks like a bat), hanging upside down on a rope eating the watermelon. den another flying fox came and hang itself on the rope.. the new flying fox fight with the other to get the melon it wants.. And they are just 1 arm length infront of us.. Wow... scary man...

There's this thing i dun like.. my mum has this tendency to compare me and my sis with my relatives. She would complain saying that why we are not like them, why they will do this and that but we won't.... my m'sia relatives are very close.. no matter where they go, they always like to go in 1 big grp, which i dun really like. and when i say 1 big grp, i mean a grp of at least more den 12 pple at a time.. they love the kampong style living.. but i just can't stand it when so many pple go out at a time.. its very frustrating to me... how can she compare our lifestyle with ours.. their way of living is diff from us...haizz.... its very frustrating when she compares.. sometimes i feel that she will be happier back in m'sia.. i dun noe...

Had a gd talk with my cousin yesterday.. she ask me hows my life.. i told her that i'm fine and well, but i got my worries and troubles as well... pple would often see me as a jovial person... but when i'm alone, i'm often in deep thoughts...i dun like to show how i really feel.. i dun like to be naked in my thoughts.. except to those closest to me.. thinking of many things.. my future, my plan...i got my own dreams... often dreaming about how to make it happen... ahaha...

Anyway, i still love everyone!! still as happy as ever...

I miss lokz, i miss siew hui, i miss the time when we hang out in the cafe.. though wr are kinda rebellious at the time, we are at least innocent... ahaha... the gillian and charlene thing... and all the stupid stuffs that we do at that time...most of my ups and downs are at that moment... even when i'm in my lowest, when i'm deciding to change course, she is the one who is always behind me, suppoting my every decision. she gives me the strength to move on at that time. Now she got her own things to bz with, own committments.. she is still my closest one to me... I miss her...

2005-12-14T17:33:00.000-08:00

Holidays are over...The trip to Genting is a Wonderful one... with Eugene by my side, everything seems so perfect.. I feel so blessed with so many pple in my life who give me love, care and comfort.. They will always be there when i need them.. AFter all the holidaying, now is back to the cruel realty..... Money, job... haha.... went for an interview yesterday, but they won't cfm with me so fast coz their closing date for the application is 23rd dec...

Few days ago when eugene was sleeping beside me, i suddenly had the feeling that he belongs to me...that he's mine, and only mine... the thought scare me for awhile but not for long coz i realize that he IS already mine.. haha.. what am i thinking... Ever since he POP, we have been together just like last time... feel so happy.. but the time won't last long becaose of the cruel reality... we will treasure whatever time we have... He just bought me my X'mas present yesterday.. Its a watch!! Haahah.. The watch that i want... i feel so guilty when he buy me that co i seldom buy him thing but he always surprise me with gifts... haizz... i'm a materialistic girl.. I'm still pondering on what to get for him lei.... headache headache ar...

Malaysia relatives are coming out this sunday.... my house will be PACKED with pple!! and when i say packed, its really PACKED!! just imagine my house packed with 13 pple....haizzz.... no choice lar...

Going to sweep floor le... My Empress mama ask me do one... so cannot eat snake.. haha... nagging liao... wooppsss

2005-12-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

On the flying Dumbo again after more den 10 yrs!! Haha

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with the x'mas deco

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I like this pic!! sho nice

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Me and nana

2005-12-11T07:06:00.000-08:00

Eugene: "Eh, stop taking picture of us!!!"

2005-12-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

photo taking for the next album, will be out next spring...stay tune for more news of...... Eugene Chia, the gong kia!!

2005-12-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

got caught red-handed by the security while trying to remove the floor tile....heeheehee...

2005-12-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

Photo taking for my debut albumn...................(wtf)

2005-12-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

I'm in Genting, not USA....-_-" wake up!! Haha

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Haha~~ i like this candid shot.. taken by dear

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Fav pic taken at Genting Pizza Hut

Promises 2

2005-12-02T01:53:00.000-08:00

"With your love for me, I'm willing to wait for you and spend the rest of my life with you" -Ting

Promises

2005-12-02T01:50:00.000-08:00

"I will kiss on your forehead gentlely, just like you said, and hug you tightly every morning to wake you up with love" - Hubby

2005-12-02T01:48:00.000-08:00

My sunglass.. Love it~~

2005-11-29T08:08:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO GET THE iPOD NANO!!

2005-11-29T00:46:00.000-08:00

Came back yesterday night.. haha.. till the last min in airport still shopping... though din manage to buy anything... Miss my relatives there.. something thinking how come we need to be so far apart?? When seeing other pple going out with their cousins, will feel so envious.. Though i also have relatives in singapore, but due to family history thingy, also not very close.. except for 1 of my cousin..haha.. talking about family history, my family history is messy enough, so i shall not go into it... but i always like to listen to my dad talk abt how my grandpa came to singapore from china, things happened in the past, and how come my dad's a singaporean but my another uncle is born in china... Its so interesting!! the thing that fascinates me the most is that actually my surname is not Zheng but Huang... HAhaha... funny right... Because my ancestors are the Huangs, but my great grandpa got adopted by the Zhengs, so thats why...

Was packing my things yesterday and realise i bought quite alot of things... HAaha... So happy... When shopping around looking for things, i'll think whether dear will like this, whether dear will like that anot... ahah.... think thats the part where we are alike... we always think of each other first.. right my darling?? hee~~ Love you so much.. He's always on my mind, even when we are together.. mm... dear made some impt decisions regarding our future and i'm glad that he's considering it carefully not like last time when there's only talking and not doing anything.. dear is the type who will work hard for our future.. he is the one who i am going to spend my life with.. When in H.K, my aunt ask me whether 'this bf' treat me good anot... straight away i told her a firm Yes..

Love you darling!!

7 days to POP

2005-11-28T20:31:00.001-08:00

Finally..... last pic taken before coming back

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Ugly photo lei

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again...-_-"

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Act cute cousin

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Haha... Looks like a happy family photo

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got strangled??

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I'm siam-ing the punch.. but it come out his way...

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From Right: grandma, grandpa, dad, mum, da da da gu, 5th aunt, 5th uncle

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With Sis

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Xin Guang Da Dao

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Tired after the day

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Mum and sis at Tsim Sha Tsui

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Picture with the Bear.. (also forgot what bear is that le)

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Parents with Grandparents and 5th uncle and aunt

2005-11-25T19:11:00.000-08:00

Shopping day again... abit tired of shopping le.. co now all selling winter clothes le...difficult to buy thing also... will be meeting hubby tinight on msn.. miss him so much... hope he is alright...

2005-11-24T18:24:00.000-08:00

In H.K now.. today is the scond day... but feel tired already..haha..Yesterday reach here ard 5.30pm, den reach my uncle's house ard 8 lei.. the bus took 1 1/2 hrs sia... tired.den we went for dinner at the mall downstairs. My parents' plan for the night was staying at home drink with my uncle and aunt.. they bought lots of beer sia... thats what they always do when they get here.. hahah... my cousin suggest going to ktv.. ME, of course agreed immediately lar... haha... so went with my sis.. the ktv that we went called GreenBox..Wow.. the drink there was good..BETTER den singapore one i would say.. the system is good also... and they are very particuar abt the hygiene.. the staff there sprayed the mic with some antiseptic thing and we were each given a disposable mic cover to use... thats good!! I dun really know what the package is, but we can sing till 5am in the morning sia~~ and we reach there like 11pm... we sing till ard 3am.. coz we are all tired liaoz.. walau... when we got home, my cousin and sis still using comp sia.coz the comp is in the room which me and sis will be sleeping, so , i can't sleep..sianzz... only get to sleep at 4am..and today wake up at 9.30am.... and now, my eye bag is out~~~ Argh~~~

Later going to visit relatives den SHOPPING~~~ wahahahaha... Fav Event of the day sia....

To Dear:
hubby, i told you not to over strain yourself le mar.... aiyo... why you still like that lei.... u r the one not taking care of yourself ok.... you ar... naughty boy... miss you so much lar.... and you better remember what i say ar.. treat yourself better ar.. or i'll be worrying for you.. Take care hubby...

2005-11-22T22:47:00.000-08:00

I'll be going h.k tml le... happy and sad at the same time.. haha~~ happy coz can go shopping, sad coz have to wait untill next sat den can see dear dear le...haizz... dear, by the time you read this, i'm in h.k le... remember to work hard for your for your ippt ok...but dun over work ar.. take care of yourself ar.. this weekend nobody massage for you lei.. balance out your work out ok.. remember to have enough rest also ar... dun sleep too late... dun forget our meeting on msn on sat night ok.. 11pm ar... i'll be waiting.. haha.. use this blog to write down all the things i want to remind you.. so good hor... den you won't forget... enjoy your shopping with jeremy hor... oh ya... den the exit permit thing remember to do ok.. if not cannot go genting le...

feel like these few days din really have a good talk with you.. you having so siong training, den i also no voice to talk.. want to talk also difficult lei..quite sad ar.. these few weeks keep falling sick.. recover from one, den another flu come.. haizz....

ok lar.. also dunno what to say le.. dear, remember the things i tell you ar... den remember dun be late for your book in ok... remember to pack your things properly ar.. dun miss out things k.. and also your 'fo pai' ar... you always forget to take that one...remember remember remember ar... love you~~

2 weeks to POP

2005-11-15T20:15:00.000-08:00

Counting down 3 weeks to POP!! Den it will be the Genting trip le... though its Genting only, but we are all excited about it... Me and eugene bought a red luggage bag to bring there.. haha... red is his fav colour.. Den we are thinking what to bring there.. Mmmm..... too excited le... Going to pay the rest of the money this sunday with glenna... haha... she also very excited ar...

Meanwhile, still waiting for him to come out... This week is sat evening... its going to be a very short weekend for us.. =( sad

2005-11-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

tired after whole day walk

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waiting for the animal show to start

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he's posing for us!! haha

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the otters are cute!!! they're the centre of attraction

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beautiful snake, with nice blue prints..

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Isn't the cat cute?? its sleeping..

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something interesting

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cute white tiger.. i love the bear

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oh no.. look alike...

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zoo trip!!

My Ambition

2005-11-09T20:27:00.000-08:00

When we were small, our teachers used to ask what is our ambition. Some would say they want to be teacher, some doctor, some lawyer. At that time, i still did not know what i want to be. i dun want to be a teacher, dun want to be a doctor,neither a lawyer.

After my 'O' level, i tot i would like to be in the food industry. After being educated on that we should enter a course which is of out interest, i went into a food related course. After graduation, i regretted. When looking for jobs in Classified, the jobs for us are so so so limited that most of my course mate either work as an office worker, or further studies in degree in business. Only a handful are in the food industry.

These few months, i have been thinking alot about my ambition. What i want to be. I wanted to work with food, to open a cafe. But in this industry, there is no day and night. Customers' stomach comes first. And i want to spent most of my time with my loved ones. That is with my future family. But i'm lucky enough that eugene's ambition is to open a cafe. So, my amition is to work with my husband. What can be more 'xin fu' den working with your loved ones? What can be more 'xin fu' den spenting your entire life with him?

We have talked about it, we will work together as a family. Work hard together for our future. =)

My ambition is to be able to work with my husband.

2005-11-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW, IS THE DAY, OF......... RELEASE!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

2005-11-08T18:58:00.000-08:00

Its been 4 days since dear went to field camp le... tot i could take it easy since the worst part of bmt(the 2 weeks confinement) has been over le..but i was wrong... this is not any better den that.. coz i can't contact him when he is out in the field.. haizz... he also very poor thing lei... can only bath on the 4th day, den dunno where he sleep.. always worrying for him.. especially when it rains... now is rainy season some more.. scared that he dun have a shelther over him.. den with all the thunder and lightening will be very dangerous.. den dunno whether he got eat enough, got rest enough anot.. haizz... at least if he can call me, at least i can know how he is doing mah... haizz.... nvm lor...he is coming out on fri le... finally after the 7 days camp..

just now read glenna's blog.. saw she wrote that she will always think back on how she and lek get together... haha~~ gal, i do that everytime when he is not with me...haha... whenever i think back on how we get togeter, it feels so amazing... my close frens may know the situation i'm in at that time...in the beginning when me and eugene become very good frens, i tot i had a crush on him.. but it was more den that.. we finally confess our feelings for each other one night..but i tot we were too late for each other as i was in another relationship... later den i know that this silly guy has been planning to 'snatch' me over...haha... i was so shock to hear that... very touch also.. how in the world will i think that there is a guy out there who wants and treasure me so much.. going to faint liao when i heard that.. at first tot that he just say say only but obviously he take it very very seriously lor.. i remember the first time i went to his hse alone, the way he hug me close, coz his hse got 37 storey, so we went all the way up to 37th storey and hug all the way up... haha... it feels so good to be hug by him.. feels so comforting.. It may seem to some that we shouldn't be together and did ZH wrong... but i want to say to them is that, what do you know and how much do you know about the inside of the story before commenting on us? Though i can say that mine is a 'Happily Ever After' ending, but every fairytale has a difficult process.. we too had a difficult time on thinking whether we should be together.. but love is selfish... there is a chinese saying," ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie". i believer in this... las time i used to think of others first whenever i do things.. but they always fail me... perhaps maybe its beacuse i never think deep enough... i tried thinker deeper into the 'before & after', in the end what i got is being cheated...

What we are now is the fruit of the things we did in the pass... i believe in retribution.. If ZH happen to read this entry, i just want to tell him, please be honest in whatever you do.. only you yourself know what you did... its not that i dun believe you..but you cheated on me once and i was stupid enough to believe in your lies. Even to now i wonder how come i wasn;t angry with you when i found out the truth..I'm sure if this happens to anyone else, they would have flare up.. Love is blind, and i was blind when that happens.. I loved you once, and this is a good experience for me to learn.. You have given me happy and sad memories...i thank you for that...I have put that behind me long before and have move forward into a happier life.. i'm so much more happy now..

And for my dear eugene chia, I love you now and forever. I believe you are also the same.. i'm always in the same place waiting for you to come out..waiting for you to come and fetch me..

2005-11-03T20:28:00.000-08:00

This Week so happy.. 2 public holidays in a week, so eugene got to book out from sat to thurs! Was busy going to places, accompanying both parents and trying to get enough rest as he will be going to field from this sat, den only book out on next fri!!! argh~~~ but we still had good time enjoying.. sat went to suntec to book tickets to Genting. Finally buy the tickets le!! So Super Happy lor!! Will be going to Genting with Glenna and Lek.. so that will be 2 couples!! HAHA!! I'm sure it's going to be very fun.. We decided on dec8 to 10. Though its only Genting, but its good enough for now le.. I very easy satisfied one =p muahaha...

Sun went to lokz 21 bday.. She Is 21 le!! Haha... den dear book in, but book out on mon afternoon. Mon night was having dinner with his parents. Tues went to the ZOO!! Its my first time going to zoo with my bf.. had lots of fun seeing all those animals!! took lots of photo also... Walau.. the rhino is damn smelly lor. We walk for 4hrs non stop sia.. was so tired that day, but enjoyed it to the Max!Went to mu house for dinner. Wed was at dear hse play mahjong. Hee~~ playing mahjong with his family is very fun one.. they very funny ar.. haha~~ actually lost alot in the beginning.. but later win back alot.. so in the end only lost 1obuck.. very heng liaoz.. stayed at dear hse that day.. so tired that day.. maybe its because pass few days keep going here and there. That night we sleep like pig sia.. haha.. thurs came back to my house. my dad just got his car. So we ask him to fetch us out, and that's the only time he will be very happy being a chaffeur.. haha... den went to dinner @ Changi V with dear, my parents and the uncle aunty.. My family always go dinner with them one.. When going dinner with them sure eat alot one... coz they will order lots of things to eat.. so full sia.. took a walk at Changi beach to let the food digest, den we send dear off to book in at whitesand.. everybody in the car was looking at him lei.. dunno why... haha~~

This morning went to school for the portfolio with glenna, den we went to mac for breakfast.. had a good talk with her. Talking about our plans for the future. realise that we have the same goal! haha!! Gal, let us work hard for that! I believe we'll fulfill our dream one!! den next time can bring our children out for high tea, shopping!! haha!! den Lek can bring you and your children to me and eugene's cafe for a meal... den we can give you discount!! HAahah~~ i'm not daydreamig ok... It will cone to a pass one! For Sure!!

Meanwhile, i'm going to wait for dear to come out next fri.. we're going to watch The Doom... should be a nice show.. anybody watch le?? Can tell me whether nice anot?? I thinking of watching Harry Porter also!!

2005-10-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

yoohoo~~ scv is coming tml!! Yippy~~ hubby going for live range tml and wed, its till midnight one..so he san't call me untill mid night le..heng i got scv sia...

found this game website... the games is nice..will let you get hook on it one..
free can check it out

http://www.eyezmaze.com/

7 weeks to POP

2005-10-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

Getting SCV tml evening..

thats all... tired after that 2 drink... *feels bad* feels stupid..

2005-10-19T22:12:00.002-07:00

At Marche after the ceremony.. Feast man..

2005-10-19T22:12:00.001-07:00

Me n Lek...

2005-10-19T22:12:00.000-07:00

Me and darling Dear dear In his Uniform..

2005-10-19T22:11:00.001-07:00

Me and Daniel.. ( I tip-toe )

2005-10-19T22:11:00.000-07:00

This picture got story one.. There was once when 3 guys were posing and waiting for the flash light to come, the flash din come untill 10 sec later. Lek couldn't wait any longer n his hand got a cramp just when the flash came up.. There goes the cert.. Muahaha

2005-10-19T22:09:00.001-07:00

Me and glenna.. She look Pretty ya..

2005-10-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

Dear receiving his certificate

Can't wait le lar!!

2005-10-18T00:18:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to get the SCV installed in my house!! Aiyo... after so long finally can get it in my house le... after the consent from my precious daddy~~ahaha~~ i'm going to get all the fav channels!! All the taiwan and hk channels!! and also Animal Planet!! I love that channel!! hehehe~~~

Waiting Waiting~~Oh ya.. i'll be going to hk during 24nov.. its a thursday, will be back on the following monday...AND, going to genting in dec!! Thats with my hubby!!

7 weeks to POP!!!

2005-10-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

New host show =)

2005-10-16T21:47:00.000-07:00

Oh!!

My Dream

2005-10-16T21:06:00.000-07:00

Got a funny dream yesterday night... Dreamt that i went to Wang Ren Fu concert!! Haaha~~ He wasn't with 5566, so i think should be his 但飞concert.. It was held in a auditorium, not a concert hall, and is half filled only.. waorse thing is that pple started going off.. I was so excited about the concert and went jumping up and down.. AND WANG REN FU SAW ME!!! And HE WAVE TO ME!! OH my goodness!! I was so excited... Den suddenly dunno why i was talking to HIM FACE TO FACE!!! ARGH!!!!! *faint*

Dun ask me why i got this kinda dream, perhaps maybe i wanted to go to the 5566 concert in dec one... haizz... but i only want to see wang ren fu lei....

Wang Ren Fu Wang Ren Fu Wang Ren Fu Wang Ren Fu Wang Ren Fu Wang Ren Fu

Atten C!!!

2005-10-16T20:40:00.000-07:00

Hubby got MC on last wed~~ His cough is not getting any better, plus flu, and now got slight fever.. Got MC for 2 days, so he book out on Wed, abd book in on Fri morning....Denbook out again on Sat afternoon.. haaha~~ what a week.. All thanks to his fever... i can see him more often..wahaha!! Was worried about him so stayed at his house on wed.. mm... The medicine given to him was really strong man.... he literally sleep through the night and i've a hard time waking him up for his med..haha~~ watching him like this makes me feel like taking care of a little boy =p.. Thats Him!!

When he book out on Sat, we went to National Library.. Wah~~ nice place.. nice toilet too!! Auto tap, nice design, and i like the hand dryer machine, high tech.. When reach there, got the urge to go toilet do business, dear also ar.. think because of the coffee we took earlier.. we went to the second level toilet, but the Gents was washing.. i couldn't wait anymore so told him that i'll call him when i'm done and told him to go to the next level one.. AND, this silly boy, waited for me outside the toilet when i'm inside all the while... My goodness... he say scared if i need anything he can get it for me, so waited outside.. and he waited for the full 15min!! My Dear... Silly you ar... hee hee~~ no wonder i so love you..
Den we went to take the lift there... OH!! should try taking the lift coz its so fast man..got a shock man!! We purposely took to the highest level.. HAha!! So shiok!!
When we were about to go off, it started to rain... haiz... This silly dear ar, gave me his cap, ask me to put it on so that i won't wet my head.. and he was wet throughout.. Silly you!!
He is booking out on Wed again!! To attend his graduation ceremony.. I'm going too!! Glenna going too!! See you there!!

Its Too Short

2005-10-09T22:16:00.000-07:00

The pass weekend is the shortest weekend i ever had.

Saturday morning went to meet 老公，he book out earlier den expected.. so i rush there.. heehee~~ feel so good when i see him.. 真想立刻就包紧他。。。。afternoon we went shopping at bugis.. mm... he bought me 2 shirts, and den........... this silly guy planned to buy me a necklace in camp.. of coz he din tell me abt it.. we went to this shop at bugis selling all the japan import 手饰。 We saw this necklace made from Real Rose Bud!! Wow.. tot it was something special.. before that he told me he wanted to buy a present for one of his girl friend, so i told him maybe he can buy that one.. coz its nice and elegant.. ya.. den he bought it.. den he gave it to me... haiyo.. this silly boy ar... Love the neckalce alot... to me, it means more den buying a hand bouquet or any other things.. the rose bud is different and special individually and i know this necklace bring me to another level of loving him.. =)

Night time was Sam Hui's concert at the indoor stadium.. The concert is nice.. After so long finally saw this idol in person... After the concert, er went for a walk near Cosy Bay.. Its a quiet place, romantic and nice.. What can i say about him, He is just too sweet..

Went back to his house around 12.. we didn't want to sleep, so at 3am, we came back to my house.. haha.. we talk through the night untill 5 den we sleep.. Woke up after 3 hrs of sleep... still sleepy, but din want to waste time sleeping...

Sunday was filled with dear going to places to buy his things.. Ya.. we are going to buy tickets to Genting.. HEE~!~~ Going to genting with dear in Dec.. First time going to trip with my boyfriend.. So looking forward to it!! December!!

Finally, dear book in le.. mm... so sad.. its going to be another week...

9 weeks more to POP

2005-10-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

Dunno what happen to blogger.. can't seem to post new entries for the past week.. anyway... been listening to andy lau's and daniel chan old song... feel that still the older songs are nicer compared to those teenagers like one.. I won;t get bored listening to old songs whereas those pop, r n b, i'll just listen to it once or twice... mm... just not my style.. haha... love sentimental songs like 谢谢你的爱， all the 陈晓东 love song lar.. mm.. thats me...

mm.. miss dear dear's long hair... look so nice.. but now wehn he is botalk also not bad lar.. got another kind of look, look more macho den last time... hee hee... my prince charming.. always can charm me no matter what he looks like... he very cute one lei.. everytime book out sure will look at my blog one...say want to update himself.. haha... so cute.. miss his voice when he sing.. argh.... so mesmerizing... woo... sound so like andy lau huh.... he can sing sad song very well one... just love him to bits.. ooohh... den he bought me this anna sui's latest perfume.. the secret wish.. aiyo.. he is just so swwet man... gonna see him tml le.. can't wait to see him...

love you so much dear.. listening to 感觉瞬间now... and thinking of you now.. see you tml... oh.. and we will be going sam hui's concert tml.. his all time idol.. haha...

2005-09-26T23:44:00.000-07:00

argh~~ how come so shuai?~?~

2005-09-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

Nect show to watch

2005-09-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

Mallika Sherawat

2005-09-26T02:28:00.001-07:00

Tony Leung as William

2005-09-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

Jackie Chan as Jack & General Meng Yi ( Meng Yi Jiang Jun)

2005-09-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

Kim Hee Seon as Concubine Li ( Li Fei)

The Myth

2005-09-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

Yay~~ finally hubby came out le... walau, can't regconise him when first meet him.. haha.. my dear become so black and botak liao!! his precious hair gone... sob sob.. stayed at dear's house that night.. ahhhh.... after so many nights of loneliness, finally he is back by my side again... Eugene Chia is the first bf who i can stay at his house and he can stay at my house... guess my dad trust him alot huh... maybe cause he got a really 'trustworthy' face?? heehee~~ Love the way he hug me to sleep.. makes me feel so loved and safe..

Watch The Myth with hubby on sat night... Wow!! nice show.. i would say that The Myth is worth watching!! The ending is the most unexpected part... Very fascinating.. A must watch show!! I think i'm getting the vcd when its out!!

Watching dear packing his stuff for the book in, feel that he is more independent den me.. so, that let me feel that he can take care of me =0) BUT, at times he still need people to push him... hee~~

Finally, GO WATCH THE MYTH!!

2005-09-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

huh?? i beg your pardon??

2005-09-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

4 more days.. argh~~ faster please....

MIss You

2005-09-18T19:16:00.000-07:00

MIss you Miss you and miss you................ The day is coming!!! countdown to 5 days... today is monday... tml meeting jaslin in the afternoon, jie yee for dinner.. going to bugis.. she say want me to bring her to the mickey mouse shop...arrggghhh~~ my shopping itch is here!!! NO!!!

Love you love you and love you la..... i'm a pig... everyday sleep untill so late... having good life now.. got a full time job, th epay is so good that i can get all the most xin fu thing in the wirld, boss is good.. will never treat me bad, will even sayang me to the fullest... and the job is full time waiting for you lar... where to find another better job??? hahaha~~ ah siao liao... going crazy...

Mooncake is not nice.. i dun like... only like the egg yolk inside... didn't play lantern this year... used to.. my house is going to be done by this week... Yeah!! pple wanna come?? haha~~ .

5 days 5 days 5 days and 5 days....

7 Days

2005-09-16T19:43:00.000-07:00

Counting down to 7 days. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, FRIDAY!! Book out day!!! Yippy!! some more he is probably coming during the afternoon!! YEs!! the past week was hell man.. torturing.. with my part time work and the waiting..

Work was a whole load of hell!! Being treated more like a maid to the bosses den a waitress. Sian.. drag going to work man.. now finding tuition assignment.. Anybody know of parents looking for tuition teacher find me k... hee~~

Den the waiting was hell too..14 days was too long...went to bed in tears for many days..can't bear to put down the phone every night.. the talking time is too short le, plus must save the hp batt.. can't talk long also..so going to but another extra batt when he come out!! today got good news, hubby say probably coming out in the afternoon!! So happy!!I believe the coming week will pass fast..

Meanwhile, looking for tuition....

2005-09-06T19:03:00.001-07:00

i love this one